Monday, May 11, 2009

New Job, Lisense to Run, and June.

Well i think i finally got a job. Its working as a shot girl at Centerfolds in springfield. At least its at Centerfolds, they dont even do topless dancers, they make them wear pasties and underwear so i dont have to look at flesh all night. And i dont have to wear skimpy outfits if i dont want to. It's three nights a week but i cant remember which days, all i know is i go in on tuesday and get everything arranged and what not. I can easily make a couple hundred bucks a night, so i've been told, i have a friend who works there. Its not something i will like doing but i need to start making money and it pays the most. 
I tried to get my lisesnse today but i failed the written test twice because i didnt have time to study and its been 6 years since i last took it. But thats ok because i can just read the book now that i know all the questions on the test, lol, and ace it next monday. 
I cant wait for June, I need to go and tan or something before we leave for Miami, because i want to go to the beach as well as the comicon. And maybe even a club or two. I havent had a fun road trip in a long time, the last road trip i was on was trecking across the states for work, so we were on a deadline. Im giving myself some extra time on this one.

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

Something New

Ally has a new best friend, yay. lol. I've only known Brandan maybe two months but we clicked pretty much right away. I think i get along with him so well because he's a pisces, we also like a lot of the same things. He reminds me a whole lot of my friend Clayton but Brandans less angry and cynical. lol. I met him at the Magic Bean at like the first rave he and i had been to there, coincidentally, and just kept hanging out more and more with him whenever i went there. I dont really dance so i more just mingle, play pool and drink my beer. Hah. There are a lot of people i know that go there, but i wouldnt call any of the so much friends as aquaintences, so to actually have a connection with someone, especially so quickly is truly rare for me. I went last sunday and hung out with him, we played pool and such, watched movies, went shopping. lol. It was fun. He's polyamarous, he's got a girlfriend and pre-op boyfriend-soon-to-be-girl friend in Kentucky. Its interesting hearing about their relationships. Its way more better than mine is thats for sure. lol. I'm glad i met him, i really needed someone else in my life right now who i can talk to and hang with.

Monday, April 6, 2009

Tx? And recent events.

So yeah, im probably leaving for Eagle somethingorother Texas, right on the mexican border. The fiber guys for At&t are about to strike, and well, got to go be "scabs". Sweet. Pays great. Should know tomorrow i believe. Could be for a week, could be for who knows how long, how ever long they strike for. So, yay, money. 
Been making new friends as of late, i guess, people i talk to and hang out with on occasion, those are friends, yeah? Aquaintences maybe, not quite crossing the threshold of being friends. I dont know. I dont really care all that much to make friends, always just creates more problems then its worth really. Fucking drama. I was soo over drama these past few months, and now, drama. Bah with it. Humbug to it. Still, i cant just not ever talk to any of them again, doesnt work that way im afraid, nope. Eesh, drama. God, maybe going to texas will help to eliminate it, or at least the majority of it. If not, it's going to have to be set straight and of fucking course, i have to be the one to set it that way, sure, make me the fucking bad guy, again. Always the bad guy. Well people need to learn boundires and how to behave like normal human beings, civilized. For christ sake. Drama. Who needs it. 
Well, my second book Within Blood is all set to come out on April 16th. Big f-ing deal, apparently. So some poeple like to say anyway. Thanks loads for the support. Typical. I may even have a book signing in springfield coming up. "Sarcastic Woo." Who cares, right? Its "ONLY POETRY" Uh huh. Thanks and FUCK YOU! Well the next one is going to be a novel. See how you like that rubbed in your nose. 
Lets see what else? I got my Bruce Campbell tattoo finished finally. And guess what? Its so freaking awesome that the tattoo guy Scott who did it actually has a fucking photographer lined up for when its all healed and he's going to get it put in a tat mag! Yeah, how groovey, huh? Well im syked about it. I think its even better than getting my "just poetry books" Published. Suck on that for awhile.
Well if we leave soon for tx, im going to try to go by my sisters in Ar first to give her her birthday present. Hopefully it'll be on the way, otherwise i'll have to mail it. I think im going to get my dad a late birthday present when i get to texas and find him something cool. 

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

Anybody else read this?

AP – Family and friends of victim Tim McLean, wearing t-shirts remember him, enter the Law Courts in Winnipeg, … 


WINNIPEG, Manitoba – A man accused of beheading and cannibalizing a passenger on a Greyhound bus apologized to police when he was arrested and begged officers to kill him. The details emerged Tuesday as Vince Li faced his murder trial by guiltyng not guilty.

The Chinese immigrant is being tried on second-degree murder charges in the death of Tim McLean, a 22-year-old carnival worker who was killed in what passengers described as a random, horrific attack.

"I'm sorry. I'm guilty. Please kill me," Li said in a statement of facts agreed to by both the prosecution and defense.

But Li delivered his not guilty plea to the court in a loud, clear voice.

Li's lawyers are not disputing that he killed McLean, but they argue Li was mentally ill and not criminally responsible. A psychiatrist told the court Li is schizophrenic and believed God told him to do it.

Three dozen passengers were aboard the bus as it traveled at night along a desolate stretch of the Trans-Canada Highway in western Canada. Witnesses said Li attacked McLean unprovoked, stabbing him dozens of times.

The statement of facts read in court said Li attacked McLean "for no apparent reason" and McLean fought to escape before he died.

As horrified passengers fled the bus, Li severed McLean's head and displayed it to some of the passengers outside, witnesses said.

A police report said an officer at the scene saw the attacker hacking off pieces of the body and eating them.

The statement said the attacker tried numerous times to leave the bus, but he was locked inside. Li eventually escaped through a window and was later arrested.

Police said some body parts were found in various areas of the bus and some were found in Li's possession.

McLean's family and friends, many wearing T-shirts with his picture, wept as the details were read.

Li, dressed in a suit and running shoes without laces, appeared calm during the hearing as he sat surrounded by security guards, his back to spectators.

Li did not understand his actions were wrong, psychiatrist Stanley Yaren told the court.

"A voice from God told him Mr. McLean was the force of evil and was about to execute him," he said. Li believed he had to act quickly to protect himself. The doctor said Li is still psychotic and believes it's just a matter of time before God kills him.

"My son's biggest mistake was going, 'how's it going.' And for that his head was cut off," said Carol deDelley, McLean's mother. She said she wants the law changed so anyone found not criminally responsible for a crime still serves prison time.

Li, who came to Canada in 2001, pleaded at an earlier hearing in August for someone to "please kill me."

Canada does not have the death penalty. 

His former wife said Li, who became a Canadian citizen in 2005, took unexplained bus trips and sometimes rambled. He was hospitalized briefly but never sought medical attention. 

Before he left on the bus trip, he left his wife a note: "I'm gone. Don't look for me. I wish you were happy."





All i can say on this subject is, wow, God doesnt like carnival folk.

Thursday, January 29, 2009

Things I Thought Id Tap on Whilst Drunk

First off...What the Frak?
I only JUST started watching Battlestar Galactica, i've watched the first movies and like the first three episodes. And so far...not that into it. Bleh. Ok....the music isnt so bad...it doesnt try to disintigrate your eardrums during dramatic scenes....i think that the camera work during fight scenes is kinda cool and different (I.E. The zooming in and out thing) And the character Starbuck (is that right?) Is like me but more extroverted...only good thing so far. lol.

On another subject, i was on this ebay type site earlier today and was looking at movie memoribilia stuff....the number one thing that came up was President Obamas Inagural (whatever) Speech....WTF? Im sorry but who in their right (and by right, i mean sane) mind would want to watch that? (A first time, much less buy it on DV fucking D) Its like....7 hours long...What part of 7 hours of BORING BORING BORING long didnt you under-fucking-stand? Yeah...because im going to pay 39.95 for something i tried my goddamnedest to avoid the first time. Someone is taking the first black president of the united states wayyyyy tooo seriously. I mean....come on. We all know there have been black presidents before...i mean, look how well africa is doing...........
At least they dont have a terrorist as a president...I mean, Obama, Come on...who do you think you are fooling? Your letting everyone out of Gitmo? WTF? How much proof do you need? A terrorist in the making...who knows how long this guy has been training...since birth i would presume. Just wait. And you think Bush was bad!! Pretty soon we are all going to be on our knees 18 hours a day and speaking bllaaallaaalllaaaallllaaaahhhhh! (No offence to whores everywhere though!)

On another note...fat americans who dont have a disease they cant help, (and obese people everywhere) should really stop committing suicide by food, and save the rest of us some fucking resources and eat a bullet instead.

Sunday, January 11, 2009

Hiiiiiiiiii!

Yeah, so now that that's out of the way. I'm new here. Cant you tell?

So, i havent had a blog in a long time, other than posting maybe once every two months on my myspace account about something random that happened to me i just.had.to.tell.everyone.about! lol

In other words, i will do my very bestest to keep current with times and keep you drooling puppies entertained.

Enjoy!